Friday, October 27, 2023

Piute Log...They Wuz Gone 1992

 One of the great things that came with being Piute ranger was my association with the colorful characters at Leavitt Meadows Pack Station, owned and operated by Bart Cranney. We had an arrangement with Bart whereby I could board my stock there when I was out of the backcountry in exchange for an occasional load of hay—a very loose, off-the-books arrangement that was no doubt technically “illegal.” This made my life a lot easier—otherwise, I would’ve had to truck my horses back and forth from town on a regular basis. It also made the pack station my base of operations for seventeen summers. It was there, starting in 1987, that Bart, Doc Grishaw, and various employees more or less taught me the essentials of how to work with livestock and not get killed. If Doc was there and wasn’t busy, the two of us would chat while I was loading up. When we both had time to spare, he’d sometimes have me and whoever I was with up to the house for tea. Bart, on the other hand, was usually occupied but on occasion we’d talk at length—something I never got enough of. Bart—who was tall and lanky and looked exactly like what a pack station operator should look like—had a quiet charisma and was wise in the ways of running a small business dependent on being mule savvy. And about life in general. Over the years I got to know many of his employees and considered some of them friends. We’d run into one another out on the trail and shoot the breeze. There were always plenty of things to gossip and gripe about. I very much enjoyed being part of these people’s lives and gradually became aware that I myself was a reliable source of juicy gossip in their cloistered world. ◦◦◦◦◦ Bart had one child—a daughter—who, as they say, had been riding since she could walk. Taylor Cranney (all the pack station people had great names) was maybe fourteen when we first became acquainted. Just a kid, she was already taking dudes out on guided day rides. Taylor eventually went off to college and I’d see less of her. But each summer she’d work for her dad, at least during peak season. As she got older we became good friends and ended up with a solid connection. It was always a real treat to see her—top shelf in every regard, she was a fine specimen of humanity. “Tay” was not a frail woman—maybe 5’9”, a physical powerhouse…calm, smart, girl-next-door pretty…exuded integrity and self assurance: the complete package. ◦◦◦◦◦ Taylor was also a classic example of how one never knows what life is going to do with them. I can’t recall what her major was at UC San Diego but I’m pretty sure it had nothing to do with her eventual career choice. She met “Tony,” a Greek boy (whose actual name was Adonis) in one of her classes. Tony’s family owned a hotel in Thessaloniki, Greece’s second largest city. They got married and he took his American bride back home. Tony eventually took over running the hotel with a brother. At first, Taylor taught English (becoming fluent in Greek in the process) but then she and Tony bought a comic book store—that’s right…a comic book store—and Taylor ran it. So: country girl from Coleville, California, a no-stoplight town near the Nevada border, marries a guy named Adonis, moves to Greece, and ends up living in a big city selling comic books. As near as I could tell, she had a happy marriage and enjoyed a good life in her adopted country. Had kids. I believe she eventually bought a horse.

27 Aug (Thu)     ◦◦◦◦◦ Rode down to Lower Piute to Cranney’s basecamp for dinner. (Cindy, this year’s cook, gave me an invite when I saw her at the pack station the other day.) Turns out Taylor was visiting, yay! When I rode into camp, some little girls were in the process of telling Tay that the horses  were “starting to go down the river.” We’d barely gotten past hello but I asked, “Want some help bringing ‘em in?” Tay said “Sure!” and jumped on a horse, not bothering with a saddle or bridle, and I got back up on Red. ◦◦◦◦◦ Couldn’t find the truants: they wuz gone. We searched all around the big partially timbered meadow/pasture—a place where they shouldn’t have been able to disappear. We wandered all around in there, checking the willow thickets, then I went back up the meadow on my own (Red all wigged out) and finally headed back to the main trail and through the lower drift fence thinking they must’ve gotten out somehow. Sure enough, 200 yards or so down the trail their tracks appeared from out of the rocks and jumped back on the freeway: they were heading back to the pack station, where all their friends were. No time to go get Taylor, knowing these guys were heading home and not wasting any time, so I just jumped on it. Fifteen minutes later, at the Fremont crossing, some campers saw me coming. A man, pointing, said, “They went thataway.” Another guy added, “You’re gonna have to go faster than that, Ranger, if you wanna catch ‘em—they’re only five minutes ahead of you but really moving.” ◦◦◦◦◦ So we flew down the trail, Red totally pumped up now, mad-dashing over terrain he’d never taken at a full-gallop before, rocks be damned. Finally caught up with three bad boys right in the narrowest, cliffy-est section of the roughs and just fell in behind them so’s to not get everybody more excited. Still, this was only pushing them homewards so, as soon as we got out of the narrows, made my move. All four head were now in a knot charging down the trail pell mell in a cloud of dust. I was kicking Red (no spurs) trying to get him to pass, getting sprayed with sand and gravel, whipping tree branches down with my arm like a skier crashing gates. It was very very exciting. But couldn’t get around them. Finally, saw my big chance up ahead: the little reroute Doc and I put in last year that now switchbacks up the hill leading to Bamboo Flats. The three escapees took the switchbacks and I forced Red to run full speed up the rocky gulley where the trail used to go. We just managed to cut them off and had us a brief stalemate there at the top of the hill. I yelled and cussed and they started back up the trail looking chastened (not really) but then one of those rascals cut around me and the chase was on again. Should’ve given it up then and there. But I was fully committed, in that frame of mind where you just abandon yourself and put all trust in the horse. (In retrospect, I may have been  motivated by saving the day and impressing Miss Taylor. Yup…that’s probably what was really going on.) Tried to head ‘em off once more by cutting those short switchbacks on the other side of Bamboo Flats. Red dove off this steep hill without any urging and I just hung on, shielding my face with one arm, and somehow made it between juniper branches without getting clocked. But the three knaves ran right around us and flew off down the trail. Time to call it quits. There was no point in continuing so just gave up and turned around. By this time, of course, Red wanted to keep following the others. (Later, discovered that the insides of my knees were rubbed raw and my inner calves were now smooth-as-silk, the hair around the bald patches knotted up in little leg-hair dreadlock clumps.) ◦◦◦◦◦ Less than a mile back up the trail, here came Taylor, still bareback, going full speed. She’d eventually found where the horses had escaped through a place where the old buck-and-pole drift fence was down. Seeing me heading back up the trail, she knew the jig was up and yelled, “F##K!” And that was it—she turned around and started racing back toward camp. I fell in behind her and just tried to keep up, terribly impressed watching this girl gallop full tilt up the rocky trail with nothing but raw talent and a handful of mane. Made it back to basecamp just before dark, in time for supper. Finally got to sample some of Cindy Silva’s famously good chow. We told our story around the camp fire—Taylor pretty embarrassed, of course, by losing the horses. But, hey! We’re dealing with four-leggers here: “**it happens.” It just does. ◦◦◦◦◦ Finally rode home without benefit of moon, by starlight only. Which was plenty. One gorgeous scene in the forest by the river where stars were twinkling on a glassy pool, clear like another starry sky in the river…riding by with the stars blinking on and off through tree branches both in the sky and in the water. Home at eleven. Another A+, four star adventure. Probably not worth risking all our lives, but, hey, we survived. So I guess it was.

 

 

             ©2023 Tim Forsell                                                                      26 Oct 2023                    

Monday, October 23, 2023

Piute Log...My Deer Friends--Part 4

 Final installment. Once again: at Piute, mule deer were part of my day-to-day existence. I firmly believe that living alongside card-carrying wild animals who accept one’s presence rather than displaying overt fear falls under the rubric of Right Livelihood. On the other hand, I haven’t really underscored here that our “relationship” was somewhat artificial. In a sense, having a hunk of compressed salt on a stump thirty feet from the cabin door was comparable to putting out seed for the tweety birds. Over time, I gradually figured out that an entire network of six-inch-wide trails, like spokes of a wheel, led directly to that salt block. There was a sizeable contingent of “regular customers” but many of the salt-seekers—obviously much more skittish than the locals—came from farther afield and only on occasion. Bucks usually came alone or with a couple of their bros. ◦◦◦◦◦ One more comment: a doe mule deer reaches sexual maturity before they’re two. So, during my eighteen seasons at Piute Meadows, I may well have gotten to know nine or ten separate generations—nine or ten generations of fawns who first came to the cabin with their mothers…fawns whose mothers, they could sense, weren’t overly concerned about that strange two-legged creature standing there. So they were generally very calm and curious, sniffing the air. I cherished seeing the innocent, inquisitive looks on the delicate faces of each summer’s new crop of bambis. 

2 Jul 1993     ◦◦◦◦◦ Fabulous full-moonrise not long after sundown; perhaps one of the most stirring dusk scenes I’ve witnessed here. Missed the actual rising (too bad) but there was all this other stuff to take in: scudding low clouds and high thin cirrus in the west, all of them all orangey-pink, casting the true alpenglow on mountaintops. Everything shimmered with unearthly light, dozens of overflow-pools in the meadow reflecting silvery-pink, many moons in a line mirrored on oxbow ponds and river. Deer at the salt block when I first came out to witness the spectacle. Guess I startled them good because they all spooked, sprinting out of the yard and across the meadow pell-mell, thrashing and splashing through the marshy places. They leapt en masse into the river and swam across—a great watery ruckus it was. In the otherwise silence it sounded like a shark feeding-frenzy. I was mesmerized. Such drama & lights & silence-shatterings! 

 

5 Jul 1995     In the evening I saddled Red and rode across the river, leading Val—off to reclaim the crosscut and tools left stashed at the tree we cut out the other day. But first, scrambled up to the vantage point to take photos and grok the aerial view of Lake Piute. [The river was in full flood after a heavy winter and half of Upper Piute Meadows was under water.] May never see it like this again. I’d turned the horses loose in that bit of meadow just across the log bridge knowing they wouldn’t wander off (this being one of their favorite hangs). From my view-spot I watched them happily grazing away. Once back down, grabbed their halters and went after them. Found Red and Val placidly munching green grass alongside a small herd of deer including one buck…a pastoral scene indeed. Even more so since the deer paid me no heed as I caught up my two—just carried on grazing, no more than fifty feet away. They stood there watching as I led Red and Val away, didn’t bolt into the woods as expected. The encounter left me with that special glow, the feeling of being just another player in this grand drama, standing alongside my peers. As time passes, the locals seem to accept me more and more as just another fellow forest critter. Love it—even if this is nothing more than a private fantasy.

 

11 Jul 1996     ◦◦◦◦◦ Out on the porch writing, heard this very strange sound coming from across the river. Looked up and saw a doe racing across the meadow toward the sound. She did this spectacular arching leap from the river bank—a good 12 feet, I’d say—and landed KER-SPLASH! in deep water, swam the rest of the way, clambered out, disappeared into the forest. Whoa! What was that about! I’d have to guess that the sound was her fawn’s distress-cry. The frantic-mother thing sure came across—in spades. ◦◦◦◦◦

25 Jul 1996     ◦◦◦◦◦ Riding past the sedge-lined pond near the back fence, I saw a doe’s head poking above the greenery. She’d been bedded down in those tall, cool sedges through the hot hours. Made like I didn’t see her until we passed, then looked her right in the eye from thirty feet. Busted! She had her head down by this time, those ridiculous mule’s ears lowered to the horizontal. Spoke to her in my most dulcet-est tone; soothing nonsense, just tryin’ to be friendly. She didn’t bolt. ◦◦◦◦◦

13 Jun 1997     ◦◦◦◦◦ Back at the cabin in the eve, sitting on the porch on one of those folding metal chairs with folded horse blanket under my butt against the cold. All socked in but not raining at the time. Had seen a doe bedded down under the little grove of lodgepoles out in the meadow. I watched as she got up, stretched, and headed (west) for the forest. She had to cross a little ox-bow pond first, which was beautifully reflecting the lower slopes of Hawksbeak Peak, all cliff and snow, so the light in that crescent-shaped pool was a mirror image though the rock parts reflected more of a purple hue. The reflected snow, radiant white, cast an unnatural ethereal glow into this shadowy corner of meadow-world. The doe broke through this mirror and waded into all that light, so graceful with that halting deer-walk—tentative, cautious, with a pause before each step. Ripples spread out in circular waves, surrounding her with an expanding halo. Apart from the river’s rustle all was silent, a near-silence made more pronounced under the thick cloud cover. A scene from Eden before me, original and perfect, so placid and pastoral and gentle on the senses. Entranced, I was trying to let all this sink in. But the spell was broken when the doe came to a full stop halfway across the pool, squatted…and took a leak. (I could hear the tinkling stream clearly over the river sounds, it was so quiet.) This caused me to laugh out loud, ha-hah! Talk about anticlimax! So much for utterly romantic nature-vignette….

11 Jul 2000     ◦◦◦◦◦ Took my bath at last light. Carried pad and towel down to the gravel bar, first time this season. I looked up and, thirty feet away, there was that big five-point buck walking towards me. Hadn’t seen me yet, I think. We—the cat and I—stood there staring and he approached even nearer, curious. A marvelous encounter. Does are one thing but I can’t remember being so close to a wise old-timer, at least not with such openness.

14 Jul 2000     ◦◦◦◦◦ Last evening, up in the hammock, I watched a doe way out in the middle of the meadow, at least ¼ mile away. She was running towards the cabin (salt block…) and gracefully leapt the fence. Lovely sight, not quite sure why so stirring. ◦◦◦◦◦

19 Jul 2003     Up after the robins but woke to their second chorus. [Robins begin calling at first light—talking to each other as they wake up—then “sing” a bit later and on into the morning.] A foggy meadow. Stepped out the door to see what kind of day I was in for, saw fog over all, and then froze: two does and a pair of tiny spotted fawns had moments before left the salt block and were heading north right past the cabin, just beyond the porch. I watched this modest parade go past, ten paces away with the fog and dewy grass and half-hazy trees—a most exceptionally picturesque tableau. I was shocked by just how dissimilar-looking the non-sibling fawns were: different shades of brown, completely different spot-locations and -patterns…even in the shape of their heads and the way they moved. Their nonchalance told me that their mothers have probably known me since they were about the same size and had signaled to them that I was “okay.” None of the deer have ever trusted me, truly accepted me—ever. They always run away if I appear suddenly or come a little too close. But if I’m out in the yard when they arrive—standing still or moving away or showing no interest, not looking directly at them—they’ll tolerate my presence. (Especially if the cats are there, too.) The fact that the moms just didn’t dash off with their kiddies when I came out was quite a display of limited acceptance. As always, it made me feel…good.

 

           ©2023 Tim Forsell                                                                                        23  Oct 2023

 

Monday, June 5, 2023

Piute Log...Great Explorations 2002

 28 Aug (Wed)     Off. Cabin day, mostly. Shitbird [one of my two cats] wasn’t at the cabin when I got home yesterday eve nor did he show up in the night. Kitty gone walkabout…again. ◦◦◦◦◦ I’m sick, dammit…all clogged with phlegm. Snorty. Took ‘er easy all day. Or tried to. ◦◦◦◦◦ When I dropped off the trail crew’s supplies yesterday I picked up their four-foot crosscut as agreed and brought it up here to sharpen. Not sure why I took this on—that wretched saw should be put out of its misery. Never have I seen one so abused: looks like it’s been used to saw rocks or maybe some old iron pipe. Ended up working on the blankety-blank thing for a solid three hours…a real abortion. While out on the porch filing away, I looked up and saw that the meadow is now mostly golden. When did that happen? ◦◦◦◦◦ Split a bunch of firewood then took a walk upmeadow. Found several nifty things: the Leathery Grape Fern near Vidal’s camp—still the only individual I’ve seen in the West Walker drainage—is thriving and has one fertile stem clustered with tiny grape-like sporangia. Then, at a little springy crossing found a tiny alpine plant called Felwort, Gentiana amerella. I’ve only seen it once before in this country, down at Fremont Meadows maybe ten years ago. Looking around, found it at several other spots in similar grassy, moist areas bordering the river. How have I missed this one? Especially considering that I visit these very places yearly in late summer to pick my last bouquets for the cabin. [A footnote at the bottom of the page, added later, noted that this plant is sporadic and may only appear during certain years when conditions are just right.] ◦◦◦◦◦ I’m in the process of  “reviewing” the sheepherder carvings hereabouts. Today, searching, found several I remember seeing before but had forgotten plus a few new ones. Just the other side of the river, across from the cabin and a bit south, I pondered that big “panel” blaze with some letters, very faint. Definitely 19th century. For the first time I was able to make out the word “alto” at the top. Maybe this was a sign alerting other herders: “Stop here—good camp.” ◦◦◦◦◦ Directly uphill from Vidal’s Camp, on the backside of a mature lodgepole, a big “ R ” with completely overgrown, but legible, “1891” (or, possibly, 1894) beneath. Up the trail a bit, on the left, a completely overgrown “ J E G, ” same-size letters as the two carvings on the opposite side of the meadow from here, both of which are clearly dated 1915. This is a perfect example of being able to read an otherwise obscured carving based on knowledge and experience. The “ J ” was clear; the size and style of the letters and proximity to the other carvings made me virtually certain. To the uninitiated, these marks would be totally illegible. When Jim Snyder [Yosemite Park Historian] and his folks were up here in 1990 [using the cabin as a base while doing their Cultural Inventory of the north end of the Park], I took Jim on a tour around Upper Piute when they first arrived. I showed him all the carvings I’d found, and could hardly believe he was able to read stuff that I hadn’t been able to make out at all—and was so confident about what he was seeing. I didn’t understand at the time that you can often make out letters and numbers completely covered by bark regrowth, thanks to lines of scar tissue on the bark’s surface. Sometimes you just have to stare at them for a while. Or see them when the lighting’s different. ◦◦◦◦◦  One more new one, below the trail in a likely looking clump of old lodgepoles: “ J A ? ” and, underneath it, “ ? 9 ? ” (1890-something). Gotta say: it’s tremendous fun finding these things and figuring them out. 

29 Aug (Thu)     No cat-in-the-night waking me with plaintive cry, alas. Woke up really clogged, head fulla snot. Taking another day off in preparation for the big weekend coming up. Neck and both hands very stiff and sore from all the filing yesterday. I really worked hard on that saw which is once again capable of cutting through wood. ◦◦◦◦◦ In the afternoon, to loosen up I decided to start cleaning waterbreaks on the Kirkwood Pass trail but, just minutes into the job, realized how dumb it was for me to be breathing all that powdered trail mix [e.g., dust] in my current condition. So, stashed my shovel and instead went on what turned out to be one of my most-productive quick’n’dirty explorations ever. ◦◦◦◦◦ Continued my own Cultural Inventory, checking every clump of mature lodgepoles. (Found Felwort in four or five different spots.) Visited Point Camp with the thought that I’d never really checked it for carvings. Sure ‘nuf, found two 19th century items: a small † and, near by, a partially overgrown old-style European “A” [“A” with the cross member a “v” instead of horizontal line] with a large “ ? 9 ? ” underneath. ◦◦◦◦◦ Then, a MAJOR find: just a few yards from the Kirkwood trail but completely hidden from view: an enameled sign (enamel on steel) that was nailed to a once-small lodgepole that grew and grew until the sign was almost folded in half and half grown over. There’s only one such sign still to be found on the district, at Cora Lake: “CORA LAKE,” green letters on white, a thin green border, and a Forest Service emblem, upper left corner. This sign was directional but, curiously, had been placed on an open slope rather than at a junction. All I could make out was “Buckeye ? ? ? ?     ?3 Mi. → ” and, beneath that line, ”Bridgeport     20 Mi.  →  ” Maybe as old as the 1920s, I’m guessing. Wow. You’d have to really be looking to find this thing, even if you knew what you were looking for. Many years have passed since anyone laid eyes on it. The trail was subsequently relocated some yards uphill and there’s absolutely no reason anyone would walk through there. I was thrilled—that is, thrilled knowing that there are still things like this to be found in my own front yard, so to speak. Real-live History. ◦◦◦◦◦ Headed uphill and crossed one of those big ’83-’84 avalanche paths. I was in this vicinity two summers ago (when I found the lone Snowbush, Ceanothus cordulatus—another plant I’ve only seen once up here). Two new carvings: one with strange figures and a tiny †. The other, on a downed silver log, hidden on its underside (the log suspended up off the ground). Had to look at it a minute before grokking that the half-overgrown figure was a portrait, in profile: an ear and half an eye still visible. ◦◦◦◦◦ Up above was a lovely hidden flat. And just above that, a glacier-carved knob with a flat summit. I thought to myself, “This is a good place to find and arrowhead…one could be just lying on the ground.” Five minutes later, I found a crude obsidian scraper (or possibly an arrowhead “blank”) in a crevice right below the top of the knob. I worked my way down from this high point, which you can’t really see from the meadow below (hidden behind a screen of trees) and found with much surprise that the west face of this bump, almost vertical, had a big overhang at its base. Shrubby aspens growing right against the thing. So I was checking out this impressive forty-foot cliff with a climber’s eye when I spotted a CAVE, almost completely hidden. The entrance is only two feet high, about four feet wide. A belly crawl to get inside. The floor is dirt and rubble but with charcoals flowing out the entrance. I instantly thought, Indian cave! but saw that the ceiling had no smoke stains. Intriguingly, it went back a good 20+ feet before veering up and left and who-knows-where. I WILL BE BACK, with a flashlight next time. [Sadly, I never did go back.] The really amazing thing is finding a feature like this in granite. Limestone or marble, sure, but you just don’t see caves with smooth arched ceilings in granitic rock. The thing likely dead-ends just out of view but, in the meantime, I’ll let my imagination run wild and hope that it enters a large chamber strewn with Indian baskets or saber tooth tiger bones. I can’t begin to convey how utterly cool it is to have stumbled on this. A few years ago Bart told me that old Clyde Warhaftig [famed geologist who, over many years, mapped the Tower Peak 15’ quadrangle] had found a cave “up above Howard Black’s Camp.” Last summer I went searching and actually found deposits of marble up there in the metamorphic rock but didn’t locate anything promising. This little cave is almost directly opposite Black’s Camp. I’ll ask Bart next time I see him. Maybe he was mistaken and I’ve at long last rediscovered Clyde’s mystery-cave. ◦◦◦◦◦ As I say, this was an utterly rewarding and unique jaunt: to find so many new things, and so close to home. ◦◦◦◦◦ Had me a bath. Feeling not to bad but definitely sick. Still no Shitbird. Went to bed thinking, “If that cat doesn’t come home tonight…he’s gone.” [He showed up the next night.] 

 

 

                   ©2023 Tim Forsell                                                                5 Jun 2023                   

Tuesday, May 9, 2023

Biocomplexity: The Third Infinity...Prologue

Here we have here the latest (hopefully last) version of the prologue to my book-length treatise The Demeaning of Life, now entitled Biocomplexity: The Third Infinity. I posted the formerly hopefully-last revision in 2021. It's been very important to me to  get this right. ◦◦◦◦◦ The subtitle, I should explain, refers to seventeenth century mathematician and philosopher Rene Pascal’s positioning of humankind between two infinities—the infinitely small and the infinitely large. Others have subsequently proposed a “third infinity”—the infinitely complex, as encountered in nature. ◦◦◦◦◦ This is a significant rewrite of the opening to what started out as a lengthy essay, began in 2012. (If I may say so, it’s much improved.) The subject? Wellll…it’s complicated. In ten-words-or-less, it’s about The Meaning of Life. More to the point, I draw attention to the notion that the whole of life—the “phenomenon” of living matter—is in serious need of reappraisal. Fact of the matter is, no one really knows what life is…much less, how it got started, why it works so well and why there’s so much of it. With time’s passage, science has come to rely almost exclusively on truly astonishing technologies. But as we probe deeper and deeper into what were once rank mysteries, biology has veered away from its original focus—the study of living organisms—turning into almost a sub-branch of both chemistry and physics. With ever-greater attention on minutiae, driven by data mass collection, biologists have gradually lost sight of the bigger picture. Their findings have revealed that the degree of complexity and sophistication we see throughout nature can no longer be viewed as a product of randomness and chance. Natural selection is not the sole driver of evolution. And no one has the slightest clue about how life began in the first place. Drafts of chapters I’ve posted previously explore these things and more, adding layers to my argument that the entire field of biology is in need of a reboot. ◦◦◦◦◦ From the last paragraph of this prologue:  “With an approach emulating Darwin’s Origin of Species, this work too boils down to ‘one long argument,’ bringing together a range of up-to-date information and evidence from many scientific fields as fodder for thoughtful speculation. Its objective: to present an alternative way of looking at the natural world.


The reality of organic systems is vastly untidy. If only their parts were all distinct, with specific functions for each! Alas, these systems are not like machines. Our human minds have as little intuitive feeling for organic complexity as they do for quantum physics.   

                                                                                                     Randolph Nesse


SCIENCE MAY WELL BE HUMANITY’S all-time greatest innovation, extending our perception of the observable universe beyond what we can see and touch to encompass the infinitely small and inconceivably distant. In the broadest sense, science is nothing more than a process of inquiry, a means of explaining events in the physical world based on natural causes. We need reminding from time to time that science as we know it has been around for just a few hundred years—not long at all, particularly in light of the prodigious achievements of cultures that existed for millennia prior to sixteenth-century Europe’s Scientific Revolution. And while most of us have a solid sense of what science is, it can still be hard to put into words. In fact, how the word “science” is defined has been subject to endless debate, as are its origins. (Scholars still debate matters like Who deserves more credit for ushering in the modern era, Bacon or Newton?

Science’s so-called modern era took shape early in the nineteenth century. By that time, all its professional institutions and conventions and arcane terminology were well established. Then, things took off in earnest. In less than two centuries ordinary human beings accomplished astonishing feats, aided in large part by the development of incredibly powerful mechanical and optical devices—sophisticated tools that allowed their inventors to peer into the micro-world, probe the far reaches of space, and pry apart atoms. As of today, nuclear physicists have identified scores of exotic subatomic particles, with no end in sight. Microscopes with electromagnets instead of glass lenses use beams of electrons to reveal cellular structures two billionths of a meter across. At the other end of the spectrum, a space telescope in stable orbit around the sun a million and a half kilometers distant—four times from here to the Moon—transmits digital information back to Earth’s surface where it can be converted into false color-enhanced photographic images. Among these are stunning photos of deep space— barely discernible portions of the heavens containing literally hundreds of galaxies, many of which resemble fuzzy stars—so distant they appear to our eyes as they would have looked shortly after the Big Bang. To upcoming generations, monumental endeavors like these will simply be taken as part of their natural technological birthright. 

Humankind’s entire stock of scientific learning is a product of boundless curiosity and a preternatural inventiveness. Today, the fruits of our most advanced technologies, many of which were developed over mere decades, are widely available to the unwashed masses—some of them things our great grandparents could never have even imagined. (My mother’s mother, born just before the first airplane flight, watched men walk on the moon from her easy chair.) Life in the twenty-first century makes it hard to fathom just how far we’ve come—how much our species has changed since a band of arboreal primates emerged from a forest somewhere in East Africa, squinting in the harsh glare at the edge of their first New World. Now, thanks to descendents of those mythical proto-humans, we have digitalized-everythings at our beck and call. Human ingenuity appears to be almost limitless. Fitbits, “smart” homes, and the omnipresent pocket sized everything-device. Satellite-guided tractors…drones all shapes and sizes, driverless vehicles. How is it even possible that in just a few million years—minutes, in geologic time—bipedal apelike creatures went from crafting crude stone implements to fabricating microchips and reusable rocket ships? Amazing. Yes, and it was the gift of one invention in particular—science—that brought all these things within reach. But there’s another side to the story: when you step back and examine the sum total of human learning, the library of a million minds, certain topics stand out by way of being stubbornly resistant to scientific investigation. A few of the more striking examples: 

“Missing” mass. Atomic matter—the stuff our world is made of—accounts for a mere five percent of the universe’s mass-energy. The other ninety-five percent consists of unknown, undetectable forms of “dark” matter and “dark” energy. 

Life’s origins. Scientists[1] are nowhere close to explaining how life sprang into  existence, notwithstanding the buoyant claims of writers and pundits who habitually assure the public that answers to this age-old mystery are at hand. Competing theories based on little more than surmise and wishful thinking are treated as established fact. Attempts to create artificial life have gone nowhere, but—ditto the confident claims. 

Human consciousness. Despite steady progress in areas such as the mapping of brain circuits, measuring their activity, and pinpointing the mechanics of memory storage, consciousness remains an enduring mystery—perhaps the deepest riddle of all.

Life science, in general. There are countless loose ends that await clarification. To name just a few: Origin stories. Developmental pathways. We still don’t understand the basic nature of biological form and pattern (for instance: why fingers and toes come in threes, fours, or fives but never sevens). Major evolutionary processes are still under debate; many people would be shocked to learn that there’s still no widespread consensus regarding focal issues such as how species diverge—or, for that matter, what constitutes a species. Or whether the species concept itself is still even relevant. 

These issues share a common thread. Namely: the “problem” of biological complexity. Problem? What problem? Thanks in part to an escalating capacity to generate mountains of electronic data, researchers find that with each passing year their work grows more exacting, with a distinct trend toward narrow focus on arcane minutiae—concerning things whose significance only top-level experts can fully appreciate. The latest findings of cellular biologists and biochemists reveal degrees of sophistication and intricacy their predecessors never anticipated. Incredible as it may seem, leading life scientists of the mid-1800s believed cells to be little more than shapeless, unstructured containers filled with water or slime. Even today our grasp of the most basic cellular functions is a work in progress. There’s still much to learn about the ways individual cells interact with their neighbors, how they coordinate their roles and duties…about the timing of cell division and the mechanics of cell migration during embryonic development. As we delve ever deeper into these and other core processes, new complexities are revealed. The same is true at macroscopic scales. And then there’s life’s vast web of intertwined relationships. This omnipresent…what to call it?…feature? property? condition?...of life being one big tangled knot sets biology apart from other natural sciences like chemistry and astronomy and geology. Of course, each branch of science has its own thorny problems—things that dog researchers, that seem to defy explanation. Physicists, for instance, are forced to accept that whatever it is matter ultimately consists of will forever remain beyond the realm of experimentation. As for biology: all efforts to locate the place where chemistry, physics, and that inscrutable “spark of life” converge have thus far proven fruitless, showing that the entire discipline still lacks rock-solid footing. Where does the study of life actually begin? 

In biology, analogy and metaphor have proven to be effective tools for explaining difficult topics. By providing a connection with familiar experience, analogies make complicated matters easier to understand. Take this well-known simile, in use since at least the middle ages: Organisms are like wonderful machines. Beyond question, thinking of living things as elaborate machines helps paint a clearer picture of their multipart structures and linked systems. When students learn that cells are miniature factories or the brain is like a computer, things begin to make more sense. But many people take the analogies literally, insisting that organisms are machines. Others believe this mindset downplays the extraordinary complexity all life forms exhibit; after all, our most advanced machinery pales in comparison to the workings of the humblest mud-dwelling microbe. 

The net result of all this—the great scientific success stories, the ascendency of technology, a widespread belief that science’s lingering mysteries will eventually be resolved—has had a strange sort of numbing effect. Vital natural processes (a perfect example being the ceaseless, rhythmic beating of our hearts) go unnoticed in much the same way that we learn to tune out distracting noises. The sheer sophistication of things like flight feathers, knee joints, seed pods, and snail shells are simply taken for granted, seldom eliciting the wonderment they so richly deserve. Ditto, with intangible wonders like photosynthesis, the citric acid cycle, and blood clotting. Our days are already full to overflowing; no one has the time and energy it takes to be dazzled by run of the mill miracles at every turn. And so it is that most of us, at some point, make an unconscious decision to ignore what is painfully obvious: that this all-natural phenomenon we call “life” is an exceedingly mysterious affair, stranger than we can even begin to imagine. 

Anyone with a high school biology class behind them knows how incredibly complex the subject can be. One thing not taught in biology classes, even college level courses, is that we’re still in the dark when it comes to unraveling the mystery of what this thing called life actually comprises—what life isTo be sure, scientists have a firm grasp on how organisms are put together and how they work, right down to the activities of specific biomolecules. On the other hand, there are still major gaps in our understanding of the most basic life functions. Answers to some of biology’s leading questions are still locked in black boxes. How does organic order arises from chaos? How in the world does a fertilized egg manage to turn into an adult-anything? What does the organism itself represent as an entity? Clearly, we have much yet to learn. Things as yet unimagined.

There’s one way we can increase our overall understanding of life—one that doesn’t require research and experimentation. It’s a simple matter of semantics; specifically, how language shapes our worldview—how manners of speech, words, and those words’ subtle shades of meaning affect the transmission of complicated ideas. This is a topic that doesn’t receive near the attention it deserves, partly due to being somewhat outside science’s normal purview. As I’ve tried to make clear, the provisional character of all biological matters (exceptions to almost every rule being the rule) provides ample openings for misinterpretation and false impressions. The organism-as-machine analogy, for instance, demonstrates how metaphorical language impacts the way we perceive living things and life in general. Mechanistic analogies omit subtle distinctions and thus narrow perception of what living things are capable of, which in turn affects the sort of questions we ask and how to approach them. These effects are amply demonstrated by the now-omnipresent use of computer idiom, with references to hardware versus software, or such-and-such being hard-wired. For a people whose lives inextricably revolve around digital devices, it’s natural to fall back on such versatile terms. But these terms have no analogues in nature and fall short in terms of characterizing how living things actually move through their worlds. Not only that, but silicon-based jargon inadvertently encourages viewing fabulous living organisms not just as machines, but as preprogrammed automatons that run on binary code. 

So it can come as a bit of a shock when one discovers that our still-evolving understanding of living nature is being held back by little more than current patterns of thought and simple linguistic issues. What I’m aiming for here is nothing less than a sweeping reassessment of how we view life in its entirety, a project that will call for imaginative ideas, novel concepts and the technical language to match. 

Right off, we need a term, a word, to express an elemental life principle that has never achieved proper recognition. This being: All living things—all their entangled internal systems and intimate associations with things both living and nonliving—are under the sway of a decentralized, whole-organism coordinating agency. The nature of this shadowy, all but indescribable influence is something that may be better grasped at something closer to an intuitive level than a wholly intellectual one. What I’m referring to falls in the realm of the ineffable. As such, it can’t be measured, quantified, or classified…can’t be studied in isolation, centrifuged, or grown in a Petri dish. In fact, its effects aren’t even discernible in biochemical or physiological processes. Neither are they observed in cellular activities nor apparent in individual organisms or groups of organisms. So how can this idea/precept…this nebulous biological law be conveyed in simple terms? 

First, the thing requires some sort of formal designation—a name. ”Shared organismal intelligence,” though apt, is too awkward. “Life-logic“ is one possible candidate. Call it what you will—so long as it isn’t “life force” (more on this later). But we have to call it something before a productive dialogue can even begin. To that end: life, in the sense of being not just natural phenomenon but a vast, entwined wholeness, will from here on be rendered LIFE—all-caps, bold—to underscore LIFE’s singular nature…its one-great-big-thing-ness. (Lowercase “life” will be used hereafter in the usual sense, e.g., referring to ordinary life-processes as well as organisms and life forms in general.)

Next in line is tackling that swept-under-the-rug “problem” of biological complexity. At issue here is something that goes beyond living nature’s pervasive, multi-level, downright baroque intricacy. Think of it as an additional, not layer, but added dimension of convolution. This…hyper-complexity, should be viewed as a thing unto itself—a life-feature. Coming to grips with biological complexity will prove crucial to a fuller understanding of what LIFE is and what it signifies. Equally important is this: Using ordinary laws of chemistry and physics, LIFE organizes and manipulates inert matter in such a way that it comes alive. Formal recognition of this fundamental capacity to generate order from chaos as a LIFE-defining property is essential. A shared recognition of this feature will free us up to break new ground, conceptually. LIFE‘s penchant for organization and complexification, one of nature’s most distinctive endowments, has long been in need of a name. To that end, from here on we’ll refer to its noun form as “biocomplexity”—a term intended to convey not just the sort of lavish complexity inherent to living matter but LIFE‘s innate tendency to complexify. Think of biocomplexity as one of LIFE ‘s signature features, a capacity that its very existence hinges on.[2]

Every scientific field goes through adjustment phases and occasional course corrections, sometimes momentous. As we gain a deeper understanding of LIFE, new terms will materialize as need arises, leaping into common usage virtually overnight—words and phrases with just the right tenor and tone to complement more nuanced views. A revitalized biological lexicon will shift focus from mechanism and information processing to address some of LIFEs hard to pin down, qualitative aspects. At present, for example, we lack terms that could help illuminate borderline-taboo subjects like the intentional actions—actual behaviors—exhibited by plants, cells, microbes and even viruses. And, returning to the notion of a “decentralized coordinating agency,” consider the fact that investigators have been unable to locate—in any type of life form—a centralized command center that governs the whole organism. Indeed, biologists are just beginning to come to grips with the idea that every developmental or regulatory influence is subject to further regulation, also regulated—a seemingly infinite regress with no vertical hierarchy, no “higher” or “lower,” nothing that can be said to be in charge. Inexorably, changes in the language of biology will begin to reflect this new level of awareness. Old terms will be modified or redefined.

Biology’s future will see other changes, including the introduction of new principles, theories, and hypotheses that have what might be called a different “flavor.” For instance, some proposals will be couched in language that speaks to LIFE’s hitherto unapproachable paradoxes. Similar to what we see playing out today in the field of cosmology, working theories will be derived from impossible-to-prove inferences—inferences that, nonetheless, agree with observation. In the life sciences, a comparable approach may well shed some light on long-standing problems. And, as we see in modern cosmology, biology will find itself edging toward that uncomfortable place where science and metaphysics begin to mingle. Controversy and discord will be rife. And, as always, progressive change will be met with staunch resistance. Anticipating the coming challenges, celebrated twentieth-century microbiologist Carl Woese wrote in 2004, “A future biology cannot be built within the conceptual superstructure of the past. The old superstructure has to be replaced by a new one before the holistic problems of biology can emerge as biology’s new mainstream.”

 

Before we begin, a final nod to what science is and how it works. A reminder, as it were.

In order to describe or explain natural phenomena, scientists formulate theories. These theories are then subjected to tests—experiments—that can establish their validity by way of a logical, step by step process. (Tests must be such that others can reproduce them to verify previous results.) 

Scientific theories seek accurate representations of reality, not final answers. Nothing in science is forever settled—not even those things we’re most certain of. There are no irrefutable scientific facts, only suppositions presumed to be valid until proven otherwise

I’ll be taking on a few deeply ingrained suppositions—accepted truths whose veracity is seldom questioned. In that light, I invite readers to approach this material in the spirit of open scientific inquiry, which simply asks that we 1) remain open to the possibility that things we believe may not be true, or at least may be an incomplete picture and 2) that we be willing to modify long-held views. While these venerable axioms may seem self-evident, it needs to be emphasized that humans—like all animals—are creatures of habit, mental as well as behavioral, continually subject to influences that impact the way we think and perceive. Evolutionary biologist Lynn Margulis: 

 

Our outlooks shape what we see and how we know. Any idea we conceive as fact or truth is integrated into an entire style of thought, of which we are usually unaware…. [T]he dominating inhibitions that determine our point of view…affect all of us, including scientists. All are saddled with heavy linguistic, national, regional, and generational impediments to perception. 

 

With an approach emulating that of Darwin’s Origin of Species, this work comprises “one long argument,” bringing together a broad array of up-to-date information and evidence from diverse scientific fields as fodder for imaginative speculation. Its objective: to present a wide-ranging but complementary set of viewpoints that, taken together, give readers a big-picture perspective that can open doors to seeing life in a new way—to envision the phenomenon of life as this thing I’ve termed LIFE.       

 

 



[1] When speaking of scientists in this fashion—that is, in a collective sense—I’m alluding to an amorphous group of knowledgeable experts whose perception of the material world is shaped by a scientific viewpoint. In making broad reference to “scientists,” I do so simply to avoid excessive qualification and awkward verbiage.

[2] As of 1999, biocomplexity was formally recognized as a discrete area of study examining “properties emerging from the interplay of behavioral, biological, chemical, physical, and social interactions that affect, sustain, or are modified by living organisms, including humans.” 

Thursday, January 26, 2023

Homage to Campito

CAMPITO’S LONG WALK HAS COME TO AN END. Sometime in the late fall or early winter of 2021 he departed for somewhat greener pastures, leaving those of us who knew him with an unfillable hole in our hearts. With no effort on his part whatsoever, that cranky old mustang made the world a better place. He was probably thirty-one when his time ran out—pretty remarkable, for a horse that lived so rough. 

            The Wild-Horse-of-the-Whites’ celebrity had been on the rise for some time—to the point that an increasing number of visitors made the long trek, not just to see gnarled old trees or to bag another 14er, but with high hopes of spotting a legendary equine solitaire. Some of these people learned about Campito by chance through postings on MyFaceSpace; others through vague rumors about an enigmatic four-legged loner with a weird, Hispanic-sounding (maybe Italian?) name. On the other hand, plenty of Eastside “locals”—including hunters and hikers who’d seen Campito dozens of times over the years—didn’t so much as know the old horse had a name. But anyone who knew anything at all about the mysterious dark-bay mustang wondered how he came to be in the Whites in the first place. Where did he came from? And why would a horse be roaming around in the mountains all by his lonesome? Where does he go when the snow flies?

            Campito touched everyone who ever laid eyes on him. He was a living symbol of things we admire…things we maybe aspire to. He represented certain intangibles that people of all cultures hold in high esteem. For one, he embodied the archetype of the loner-hero: those rare beings who carry everything they need with them, on the inside. For those of us who loved Campito, there was little reason to try and analyze such notions—it was all about a particular feeling you had whenever you saw him. A good feeling, with a smidgen of sorrow in the background. For him. And Campito? He was living smack dab in the now and the here. He really only cared about one thing: eating.

            For the longest time, Campito wouldn’t let humans get within fifty yards of him. Once you crossed that invisible line, he’d start to amble off. If you persisted in trying to get closer, he’d eventually become annoyed and take flight. His unequivocal Seeya!s were often preceded by a spirited head toss and bodacious, rodeo style heels-over-head bucking maneuver. Without fail, though, Campito would stop…turn his head…and shoot you that look. The expression he wore at these times was not unfriendly; it had an inquisitive, almost affable air about it that made you say to yourself, “Secretly, I think the old guy really wants to be petted.” And, secretly, you’d stand there in a reverie wishing you were the one person Campito would bestow that honor upon.

            Starting maybe five or six years ago, something inside him shifted and Campito became much less reserved. It came as a shock at first: you’d be driving along and there he was, loitering right by the road. He’d move off if you so much as started to get out of your rig but if you stayed put you could roll down your window and have a little tête-à-tête. Like Mr. Ed, Campito didn’t have much to say. Nonetheless, there’d be some sort of conversation going on between the two of you, yessirree. And then—who knows why?—he began letting people get out of their vehicles and approach. Closer. And closer still…until you’d find yourself standing right in front of a genuine living legend, eyeball to eyeball. For Campito’s long-time admirers, after years of admiring him from a considerable distance, this was an indescribable thrill. You couldn’t help but feel that he’d finally decided to let us all in.

            One bonus feature of these unprecedented, intimate encounters: we were finally able to get a clear photo of that curious white mark on Campito’s neck. For those who don’t know about this: that barcode-like tattoo on his neck was a “freezemark.” Freeze-marks are made using a special adjustable branding-iron dipped in super-cold liquid nitrogen. The process is painless and, after the frostbit bits heal, the hair grows back white. The result is an identifying mark that can tell you several things. First off, that the bearer is a captured wild horse that has been formally registered and, if male, gelded. Using a close-up photo of Campito’s unique freezemark and a key available online, in 2018 we were at long last able to ascertain his age (foaled, 1991) and learn from whence he came (some remote corner of northeast California). 

The circumstances and events that led to Campito’s living on his own high in the windy White Mountains have always been something of a mystery. Conflicting versions of his story, each bearing grains of truth, helped create an enduring legend. One universal thread running through these tales is Campito’s being a runaway packhorse. By one account, he escaped during a recreational pack outing. After making his way out of the Sierra backcountry he crossed Owens Valley, trudged up one of the White’s interminable west-side ridgelines, and thus reached the promised land. By another telling, Campito escaped during the off season from a local outfitter’s ranch in Chalfant Valley. 

The first of these two origin-story variants, unbeatable for sheer romance, is more or less what I heard back in 2004, shortly after my tenure at Crooked Creek Station began. I loved the almost biblical overtones. This account conjures images of Campito on some moonless night, caught in the headlight beams of oncoming semis as he makes a mad dash across Highway 395, hurdling barb-wire fences, freedom-bound.  

The other version was told to me in 2012 by Stan Overholt, the Forest Service ranger (now retired) who patrolled White Mountain Road for over twenty years. It made much more sense but lacked some of the gutsy drama.

Neither of these accounts are accurate but the second one comes fairly close.

Years ago I realized that there had to be someone out there who actually knew the story. Like all who were acquainted with Campito, I’ve wanted to find out more about his past (who wouldn’t?) but gradually came to the conclusion that part of me didn’t really want to hear the “true” story. I’m guessing that many feel the same way. But with Campito’s departure I found myself craving something to help fill the hollowed-out place he left behind. Just recently, with the help of an old friend, I was able to make contact with two people who knew Campito’s story first hand. One of them—a long-time Eastern Sierra packer/outfitter—was, albeit briefly, Campito’s legal owner. These two individuals were able to lay some of our questions to rest. But their memories of what happened thirty years ago—dates, locations, and peripheral events—are in many cases hazy or lost to the sands of time. Alas, many details of Campito’s odyssey will never be known with any certainty. Maybe it’s better that way.

As for Campito’s homeland: Throughout the 1990s, Campito’s one-time owner would on occasion travel to Modoc County where he’d purchase, at $125 a head, untamed mustangs taken from Devil’s Garden Plateau Wild Horse Territory and held for adoption. Devil’s Garden Plateau—rugged, high desert sagebrush-steppe underlain by lava flows—lies in Modoc National Forest, just north of the sleepy town of Alturas. 

Now, many people have commented on Campito’s regal beauty and fine confirmation…his overall gleaming-coat fat-and-sassiness. (Compared to the scrawny, scruffy individuals that make up your typical mustang herd, Campito looked like a genuine show horse.) It so happens that the Devil’s Garden WHT is known for the quality of its animals. According to a Forest Service website, “Wild horses have been present on the Devil's Garden Plateau since shortly after the first pioneers arrived. Many of the early horses escaped from settlers or were released when their usefulness as domestic animals ended…. Local ranchers and native tribal members turned horses out to graze and then gathered them as needed.” It goes on to say that “Devil’s Garden Horses contributed to the liberation of Europe in WW I.” If so, these would have been US Cavalry “remounts,” animals that came out of federal horse- and mule-breeding programs. Such programs, established shortly after the Civil War ended, provided stock for military use until 1948. After WW I, the Remount Services sold off surplus animals to farmers and ranchers at bargain prices. More importantly, in nearly every state the Remount Services stationed one or more stallions that farmers and ranchers could breed with their own mares for a nominal fee. Significantly, this program—intended to create a ready future supply of up-to-military-standards riding horses—resulted in an overall improvement in the quality of horseflesh throughout the country. Campito’s size and confirmation closely match that of military horses in the WW I era. (How it came about that US Cavalry remount blood got into the Devil’s Garden herd is no doubt a fascinating story.)  

            Only weeks after his arrival, our hero (who’d been christened “Shaq”) escaped from a corral/stock pen located just outside Bishop. He was probably four years old at the time. Here’s a juicy tidbit we can now add to the dark horse’s legend: he stole away, in the dead of night, by leaping over the corral’s eight-foot-tall fence. When the day dawned, signs of his return to Earth were found on the freedom-side of said enclosure. Just opposite, on the captivity side, were patches of churned-up soil and pawed holes. From these marks we can surmise that the individual who made them was…not happy; they were the farewell note left by a large animal who was pissed off, fed up, and generally disgusted with the current state of affairs; who had been stomping around in a horsey hissy fit for some time before deciding, I’m gonna do it! This all took place just a couple of miles from White Mountain Research Center and the runaway mustang may have sauntered right past the station’s entrance not long after his ballsy break-out. 

Clearly, Campito did not want to work for the man. 

            The former owner, along with a friend connected with the pack station (the other person I spoke with) were in the process of breaking Campito when he self-liberated. Former Owner had already ridden him, bareback, and reports that Campito was a gentle, intelligent animal showing much promise. Along with the other adopted mustangs from Modoc County, Campito’s was being broke as a saddlehorse for use by pack station wranglers until he proved trustworthy enough to be ridden by paying customers—not as a mere beast of burden. (Pack stations generally employ mules as pack animals.)

Following his audacious break out, Campito wandered aimlessly back and forth along the base of the Whites for a solid month. Apparently, he spent some of that time around Warm Springs, at the foot of Black Mountain. Repeated attempts were made to capture the escapee. In the end, Campito made his way up Silver Canyon, perhaps sensing that this was his path to liberty and autonomy. (“He was on a mission,” as Former Owner put it.) They tracked him as far as the top of Silver Canyon before losing his trail. At that point, the pursuit was called off. The Forest Service was notified by letter that a horse was loose in the Whites but no action was taken on their part to remedy the situation. Moreover, no further attempts were ever made to try and catch him. Thank goodness. These events took place in 1995 or possibly 1996. 

For a quarter century, Campito graced us with his presence. He had a surprisingly limited range, alternating between three favorite spots—Campito Meadow, Big Prospector Meadow, and Sagehen flat. When Campito made it to the top of Silver Canyon and hit the crest, finding water would have been a priority. He may have smelled it on the breeze and headed north. Once he found liquid sustenance, he was capital-h Home. At that time, there were flowing springs in each of his favorite retreats. Typically, Campito would spend several days in one spot before heeding some instinctive urge to move on. He seldom dallied when switching locales, heading straight from one sagey pasture to another on well-worn paths—barefoot, whistling a happy tune, and munching as he went along. Summer after summer…living the good life. 

In his final years, along with other behavioral changes, Campito took to spending time in brand new haunts. He began to frequent spring-fed meadows on the west side of County Line Hill and hung around Golden Siren Mine—places that he’d formerly shunned. Oddly, there any number of choice spots you’d think Campito would have naturally been drawn to that he never, ever set hoof on. For instance: even in the driest years, not once did he venture down into Crooked Creek. What's more, in the course of our unrelenting drought, almost all his once-dependable water sources disappeared completely or were gone by mid-summer. Where Campito went to slake his thirst in dry times is a lingering mystery. The Cave Fork of Crooked Creek (just downslope from Sagehen Flat, one of his usual hangouts) is crawling with springs that never stop flowing. But there’s no indication that Campito ever visited any of them. It may be that the old guy, like crusty bachelors the world over, was simply set in his ways—familiar, unvarying routine lending some sense of security to a comfortless, solitary life.

            Here’s a heartwarming story: Campito had a special friend—an ancient packhorse called “Bob” (who was well into his thirties and still alive the last I heard). This story was relayed to me several years ago by two Deep Springs College cowboys. When the event in question took place, the two future graduates of Yale or Harvard or Stanford were out fixing fence. Bob, who’d packed the tools and rolls of wire, was snoozing nearby. Campito suddenly appeared and walked right up to Bob. The two immediately launched into a distinctive equine routine: with necks crossed, they’d toss their heads and exchange little lippy nips—love-bites, as it were; literal horseplay. The cowboys assured me that this was not the pair’s first liaison. The two horses were more than casual acquaintances—they were old buddies. Well then.

One final item. In answer to the question, Where did Campito go in the winter? the answer is: Nowhere. It may sound implausible, but Campito never went down the mountain. There are no indications whatsoever that he ever headed downslope when the snow came. (Believe me, we’ve asked around and searched for sign.) On the other hand, there were a number of reported Campito-sightings during the months of long, cold nights—always, at his customary stomping grounds. He grew his thick winter coat and got by. Even during those years where snow was all the way down to the valley floors, he somehow got by. He knew all the habitually windblown places where the ground was exposed or was able to paw through shallow snow like a reindeer. Yes, it’s truly hard to grasp. But then, Campito was a card-carrying survivor. Visualize him standing alone at eleven-thousand feet on a frigid February night. In a raging blizzard, ass to the wind, just taking it…patiently waiting out the storm. Talk about fortitude.

The Wild Horse of the Whites.

It’s hard to believe he’s actually gone. Several of Campito’s long-time admirers have told me that his passing affected them deeply; far more than they’d anticipated. I would echo that sentiment. We all knew this day was coming and had been dreading it for years now. For me, it’s not so much sorrow—what you experience at the death of a family member or friend or beloved pet—but of mourning something lost that can never be replaced; not an individual—something inexpressible. Campito was old. It was his time. No—it’s what was carried off with him that we grieve over.

One thing I’d like to underscore is that Campito was more than a runaway mustang with a colorful back-story. He was most definitely not the equine version of Joe Sixpack. No, our guy was special. Even those with little or no experience being around livestock could feel this. Solitary feral horses are few and far between but not unheard offour-legged nonconformists who somehow overcome their deep-rooted herd instincts (generally as a matter of circumstance, not choice). Campito was one of these Lone Travelers. Seeing him up close, you’d tap into a certain above-the-fray, cagey aloofness that Campito gave off in spades. When you’d see him off in the distance: there was something about the way you felt as soon as you spotted that tiny little black speck, a mile away in a sea of grey-green sagebrush. That barely visible speck would instantly transform the austere high-desert landscape, turning it into a symbolic tableau that captured perfectly a sense of isolation. Of what alone means. 

Taken together, all these human projections gradually turned Campito into a sort of totem animal: an otherworldly creature who embodied the quintessence of the high White Mountains’ Spartan purity. He was, in a sense, the red-blooded-air-breathing counterpart to the bristlecone pine. I can say this much: with Campito gone, something is missing that was there before. But in the end, it was just knowing he was out there. Free. Living life…on his terms. That was his gift. 

 

         In the cage there is food.

         Not much, but there is food.

         Outside are only great stretches of freedom.

 

                                                                     Nicanor Parra

 

 

                 ©2023 Tim Forsell                                                              26 Feb 2023